I'm bored with my old hair and decided to make a change!
Bf suggested red and i was like, ooooo reallly? okie guaaaa *a bit kia kia*
I then proceed to google some pictures and all I found were pictures of naked women with red hair WTF =.=""
I don't even know how to show Hikky, the hair stylist of the hair color that i want cz most of them were naked WTF
Btw, Hikky is a japanese hair stylist who work under Number76 Japanese Hair Salon and she's also the one who did Audrey's make up and hair for her wedding.
I love Number76and followed them for quite sometime to find out more about the latest trend of hair styles and hair colors.
Lotsa famous bloggers did their hair there too! Fourfeetnine, Cheesie, Jane Chuckei etc.
So I also damn kiasu and made an appointment with Hikky (She's currently working at Mont Kiara).
ps : I was actually impressed by her after seeing all the hairstyles that she did for Audrey.
Before the hairdo.
MY HAIR LOOK LAIK SHITTTTTT
I was kinda worry at first cz i don't know even know what type of red i'm looking for. So i was kind of like "forcing" the bf to pick one for me.
But we ended up just to let Hikky do whatever she wants cz we trust her more than ourselves. haha
*Bf sitting at the back giving me weird face cz he was bored!*
She separated into a few sections and dyed the major 2 parts of my hair first before proceed to the rest of my hair.
I guess it's to balance up my hair color since my hair color were kinda messed up by me cz i never take care of my hair.
My heart beats super damn fast when i see my hair become like thissssssss RED.....
And she dyed my eyebrows too!
I turned over and asked the bf : IF i failed to change my look this time will you still date me?
He said : I will run away instead
Me : @#$%&*(*%$#@#$%^& WTF FML
DONEEEEEEEE
My hair was really smooth and soft!!!!
Hikky gave me a temporary curl after that.
Dress from Miss Selfridge.
Love the lace details at the side.
Got this dress from Sunway Pyramid branch. Can't really find it in other branches though.
Thanks Hikky!!!!!!!!
I love it you're awesome!!!!
Got my free membership card from them and i'm gonna get my free hair treatment since it's my birthday month!!! how lucky m i!!!!
I love this dress so much!!!! Although it makes me look fat a lil bit cz I just couldn't help with the pink and the cut out from the side up to the back!
It's just too pretty to resist! It's not new though. Wore it a several times already and still in love with it!
During Aud & Tim's ROM at Tim's house ON THE HILL wtf LOL 38 38
And that's da bf's BFF from South America! He's damn cute @#$%^&^%$# And I cried when he left even though we just know each other for like hmm 9 days? LOL
Ipad bag used as clutch, from Ted Baker, Heels from Yume, & Necklace from Forever 21
Shot this picture long time ago. That's the necklace that I wore during Aud's ROM.
Wanted to blog about this in the past few months but didn't get to cz i was too lazy and life was just a lil bit hectic and challenging.
Singing stands a big part of my teenage dream.
I wanted to be a singer and i know that this is something that i really want in my life!
However, i'm just too coward on pursuing this dream!
Never really dare to go for any kind of competition cz i don't think i will win and i will be really upset if i lose.
A lot of people thought that I'm confident and extrovert. But in fact, I'm not. I have huge problem dealing with new friends / stranger where i can't talk at all during the first meeting. I have this super low self esteem which I myself don't know why as well. Blogging is the only space in my world that i get to express myself without worry too much on how people think about me. I was too afraid to lose, too afraid to be imperfect, too afraid to accept that i'm human and i will make mistakes sometimes.
Due to several reasons, i finally gave up my dream as a singer. --> Big Loser i know!
Until this year, i went back to my singing life and i start meeting a lot of singers!
I got to know about this competition on Wednesday night and decided to go and bought the flight ticket on Thursday so that we can fly on Saturday.
Bird, who's supposed to go with me is my lifetime singing partner (I claim it myself FHL) and I only feel comfortable if he's going with me.
Unfortunately, he's passport was held by the custom and he couldn't go!!!! I was really panic that time and I can't even call him cz of the stupid Maxis! I was forced to borrow a phone from an old couple and the uncle show da wife the "don't give her your phone" face. I gotta beg them like crazy then only the uncle decided to help me to call Bird. (wtf i felt so terrible that time!!!!!) n the worst part is, he didn't get to go and i had a feeling so strong that i'm not gonna make it that time. Bird finally convinced me and i went after all. By myself! I never step out of this country by myself before and i never thought of doing so too cz i don't think i'm THAT independent yet!
ok story seems long but i really want share about this!
Finally, after 123456 seconds I reached SG!
I took up a taxi and i was so scared and show my very "angry don't try to cheat me face" to the taxi uncle.
Taxi uncle calmed me down and said that this is SG girl, don't worry. We go by meter wtf.
Then he asked me what's m i up to. So i told him this competition thing and at the very end of the conversations, he told me, he's gonna tell his wife that he met a girl today who's gonna win the singing competition today and will appear in the TV soon! I had this mixed feelings where i don't really know how to react cz everything seems too much to me. I calmly thank him and rush to the competition. (The registration starts at 10am and people start quing at 7 something already)
I thought i was late and i will not make it at the end.
Mana tau,
I the 300rd. FML I was quite happy also la honestly cz OMG THIS IS LIKE MY CHILDHOOD DREAM AND I WATCH THIS COMPETITION EVER SINCE THEY STARTED!!!!
My application form!
Stupid me while waiting for my turn!i waited for 3 hours!!!! kan jeong until can dieeeee
Best friend Ethan recorded this video. I was horribly kan jeong YES HORRIBLY!!!
I've been through a really down stage in my life in the past few months and finally this great memory colored my life so beautifully.
I'm really thankful for the judge and everyone who supported me all this while.
I hate to say that but i'm not proceeding with the competition.
The sacrifice is too much and I know how this whole entertainment world works and I know this is not something that i want anymore.
There's no return back cz I know I'm gonna try my super best in the competition and I would want to win the competition the be a real singer!
But this is really not something that I want. No doubt that I really love singing but it's the only one thing in my life that I want to keep it as a hobby and not a money making tool nor being judged/controlled by other people. A singer life is not as easy as everyones think. The "give" part is much more than the "take" part. People who know me well would probably know better on why I'm not pursuing on this. Also, I want to give my biggest support to my family!
It took me quite a while to make this decision cz I've been through so much! so much just to get there and I'm gonna let it go now!
For me, It's considered as a success already! Everyone has their own definition in success. For me, this is considered as one of the most successful thing that I ever did! There's stilll a couple of more things that I want to achieve from singing!
I hope that I can still continue singing...from youtube maybe? if you guys don't mind? :)
Bon Odori is not something new to me but i never get a chance to wear Yukata..I don't even have one..
& this year, bf got me one from da sister..feel so thankful to her!!!!!heeh
The only chance for red lips! hahaha
I watch this video over and over again just to learn how to pick up a red lipstick and how to put it on...it's not that hard after all...thanks to Michelle Phan, my favourite youtube make up guru.
Gangsta bf in his sexy Yukata wtf hahaha
So many ppl in Yukata!!! So excited!!!!
The guy at the right so cute!!!!!Especially the beard! LOL
Omg-so-cute! Ang moh babe in Yukata!!
Not just the ppl!!! See how cute she is!!!!
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Some stalls selling Japanese food products. I was expecting to eat good Takoyaki & Okonomiyaki but surprisingly, none of them were sold. There's only a few japanese food stalls...kinda dissapointed...
I don't know what this call but it looks amazingly yummy! Didn't get to try it cz the queue was too longggg!!!!
Beer drinking contest!
Bon Odori dance!!!
Our Yukata LOL
Didn't realized that it's been so long since my last update...the mood is just not there anymore...maybe i'm just too caught up with work..hopefully i will have the mojo to blog more in future!
Working in Groupon is AMAZING #2 :Bean bagggggsssss!!! I can't live without them!!!
Working in Groupon is AMAZING #3 : I have awesome colleague who proposed to marry me in public! Thank you Aaron!!!
Working in Groupon is AMAZING #4 : Unlimited supply of chocolates every single day! (NOW U KNOW WHY I KEEP TALKING ABOUT DIETDIETDIET FML)
Working in Groupon is AMAZING #5 : Back to school party!!!!! I failed again this time! I was trying to be in sports attire but i ended up look like a psycho teacher wtf
Lao Pos look so pretty that day I LAP U GIRLS!!!!
Working in Groupon is AMAZING #6 : Twins Party!!!! WHY M I NOT IN THE PICTUREE!!! pfffftttttttt
- The End of my crazy happening life! Gotta get back to work now! -
ps : So, i have an english teacher now who will help to edit my blog post due to my super awesome england. argghhh England sucks laaaa why grammer so hard oneeee!!!
n yes, this is the main reason y i'm on diet lately...
Look at the super round face =.=" I wan Angelababy's so called "palm" face =.=" Can I just born like that so that i can eat whatever n whenever i wan?
owhhh...I miss Haagen dazz chocolate fondue, Gobo japanese Buffet, Sushi Zanmai, Mc Donald's?, Alexis desserts...n more n more desserts zzz
seems like this is my only motivation now...hahah
Ps: I failed, fell down and broke down a thousand times...sometimes i feel like giving up...but i always stand up strong at the end of the day and tell myself that no..i'm not gonna be beaten down by all these challenges...someone told me that...to achieve something that we want...the keys of success are passion, patient and don't give up...
"My favourite Ceaser Salad!!!! The salmon is freaking awesome! n it's 33 bucks =.= worth every penny though"
I guess this is not new to all of you...especially girls!
Diet is like a never ending mission to all of us!
We still gonna complain that we're fat even we're 38kg wtf.
I can never reach 38kg though! I can still remember clearly that my weight strike to "5" when i'm only standard 5! FML max!
n my height was 162cm =.="" & i'm 166cm now =.="
I;ve tried thousands of ways to slim down! Diet pills, gym, yoga, protein diet, fruit diet all kinds of diet.
n I realized that the most effective way is to change our lifestyle.
The we live and the way we eat.
So these are those things that i'm gonna focus on :
1) Fruits Everday Every meal
2) Eat Protein whenever i'm super duper hungry - eggs, meat
3) Drink a lot A LOT of water everyday
4) Sleep early =.=""
5) Smile
No Oats, No Carbs, No Drinks, No busicuits, No cereal bar or whatsoever --> I dont know u girls but I couldnt stop myself from eating them once i get it started =.=""
A little bit of chocolate actually help :)
Another tips that i learned from the past is that we shouldn't starve when we're on diet cz it will actually make us feel like eating even more after that =.=""
n i don't...i don't exercise for this period of time...
I know lotsa people always said that we should exercise and eat healthy at the same time..
I've tried a few times n i think exercise doesnt really work the best on me..it depends on which stage i am...
I choose not to exercise at this stage. Reason being is because
1) Loosen up my muscles --> ok my england sucks i don;t know how to descirbe this =.="" hahaha
2) My energy level is kinda low --> I will not consume more 1000 calories each day during this period of time.
But well, my weakness is always dessert!!!! I can resist everything except dessert! =.="""
Okla in overall, i guess the most important key is still the same --> Determination!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!
Good luck everyone and good luck to me!
Will share more if i past this stage successfully. :)
Here's another interesting blog post about diet by Xiaxue, go n have a look-->
